Tuesday, November 06, 2007
My Cancer and God's Response
I was told the other day - not to worry it is all a part of God's plan. I have decided that is wrong. In this world God gets blamed for a whole lot of things that I believe break his heart and in fact he hates. Things such as cancer, poverty, rape, etc how can you say these things are all a part of God's plan as if God has intentionally placed these things in our paths or the paths of others around the world. I don't believe you can. Romans 8 talks about the whole world groaning as as a woman in labour pains waiting for Jesus' return when we will get free from the curse of death and decay. I believe in this we find the answer to my Hodgkin's and everything else. You could say I am feeling the "groan" - I am feeling the result of a fallen world - just as with poverty we see the result of a fallen world. When creation fell - the earth changed, and death and decay became a part of life. Humanity has turned from wisdom and through bad health practices, greed, etc we have stuffed the environment of the planet created for us and most of the world barely has enough to eat. Most of it is based on our decisions - yet we still blame God. My cancer is simply a result I believe, of living in a fallen world. It is not God' ultimate plan for me - we see God's ultimate plan in Eden and will taste it in a new heaven and new earth - for now through we live in a fallen world with things like poverty and cancer. This then poses a question - could God have prevented it? I say yes - he could off. But for me not preventing something is very different from intentionally giving someone something. God didn't prevent me from getting Hodgkin's - why cause I believe God can use the bad things of this world and bring good out of them. It doesn't mean he takes joy in it. I believe God hates the cancer in me more than I do - he created us and me for heaven not this. But God loves everyone - and I believe he is letting me go through this to change me and in some way to bring good out it. Oneday, God will step in, he will call stop to the suffering, death and decay, but that day it will be final and after that will be judgment. The Bible says that God waits cos he wants as many people to turn to him as possible before that day. Of course this is harder to reconcile when you think poverty. What good can God bring out of poverty? That I believe is a harder question I don't know the answer to. Good can easily be seen in the result of some people to poverty, but it is harder to find good for the thousands dieing of it in heat of Africa etc. But, again I hold that God hates poverty and oneday will step in and stop it. For more on poverty, what causes it and our response to it in rich nations read "Rich Christians In An Age Of Hunger - By Ronald J. Sider.
Well there are thoughts from me - mumbled and jumbled as they are.
Til next time
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Sacrifice
Yet I was thinking this week about some of the leaders that I seen both youth and older but in particular I was thinking of youth leaders. I was thinking about the ones that were great leaders and the ones who through they had potential, I never quite saw it while they hang out here in Taupo. In the end it came back to a word "sacrifice". It's not a nice word, nor a very popular word. In the end I think we are all a self-centred bunch (or maybe I just speak for myself there). But I think to have impact in leadership really at some point is going to require sacrifice on our part. It means turning up to stuff when we are tired and would prefer to be somewhere else. It means going to some events and maybe sacrificing your own good time with your mates to hang out with someone on the fringe and see them have a good time. It means putting in an effort when you are asked to lead something and being prepared and doing it well. In the end, leadership requires sacrifice. Now sometimes I think this is a maturity issue and people grow into sacrifice more with age and as they find their own acceptance in world and of themselves. I remember my old pastor Maurice Milmine always describing leadership as a mantle that you had to pick up and own. But as I think back and think back over my time here at TBC and observing at Kids Camps - it is clear that the best leaders, the ones who make the most impact, were the ones who have taken up the mantle of leadership, owned it, and are prepared to sacrifice on some of their own self-centreness because of it.
Til Next Time
D
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Amos
(From NLT 2nd Edition)
There are many other verses like this in the OT - check out Isaish 58 for perhaps a more hard hitting one. But somtimes - I think we can so easily slip into the mode Israel had here. They did the right thing, they had their festivals and their offerings. We today can have our Services or youth rallies with their great music etc. But in the end if our lives are not reflecting a river of justice and righteous living then maybe all our 'services and rallies' are is show and pretense.
Maybe we need to think harder about really matters to God in ministry and life?
Maybe Micah 6:8 is a good place to start?
Til next time
D
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
EPIC
Anyhow, for me personally what really hit me from the DVD set was what John Eldrege says about evil. We have an enemy who seeks to steal, kill and destroy. We live within a period of time that only be described as a war zone for the human heart. One night John Eldredge makes a quote something like
"Life will become very confusing for you if you only have two people on the stage - God and You. For when life goes bad, or when evil happens. Who gets the blame?"
In reality I think sometimes we can forget the third person on the stage, that being the devil and his cohorts. We do live in a war zone. The devil really does want to take us out. As well as each and every generation. I just finished listening to a podcast of a sermon from Mars Hill - Rob Bell's Church where a guy called Dr Greg Boyd speaks on exactly this. The link is below if you want to listen.
http://www.marshill.org/teaching/index.php
Maybe in terms of mission, life and ministry we need to be more aware of the enemy that fights against us and those who we would minister to?
Maybe we as part of our calling do have a role to "destroy the works of the devil" just as Jesus did - using love, peace and kindness to do it just as Jesus did?
Maybe we need to be aware that some of what we see as society problems are in fact the works of the devil seeking to steal, kill and destroy this generation?
Til next time
D
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Underdogs
Ok so normally I don't show things like but this is amazing. I love the attitude of the judges when he says he is going to sing opera and then their faces when he starts. On YouTube you can see his other performances as he goes on to win the whole show.
On TV here in New Zealand we had another story like this recently about a guy who had moved to Britain to start a new life. He played piano and worked as a cleaner in some university. He had asked if he could use the Chapel's piano to practice. Oneday a guy notices him practicing through the video security cameras. The guy is amazing. In the news article it shows him now playing regular concerts at the same university and else where.
Two great stories of underdogs with awesome talent - we need a little heart warming sometimes. Good stuff...
Til Next Time
D
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Mission
Also been reading a very good book that talks about this at the mo. Exiles by a guy called Michael Frost. Frost has been thrown in with the emergent group which seems to me to be a little odd. As in the end, Frost is about Mission and reaching out. The sub-title to his book is "Living Missionally in a Post-Christian Culture". A shame because some of the people that are reacting to the emergent stuff still need to hear the missional stuff from guys like Frost. Anyhow, I will review the whole book when I finish it. For now I will mention just one thing and that is how Frost talks about the third place. In life he says that we have three main areas. The home, work and a third place, which may be a sport's club, hobby group, pub, coffee house etc. Frost argues that Jesus hang out in the third places and this is where mission happens. He also mentions how often for Christians the Church becomes their third place and how four places in someone life is simply to many. This makes sense to me. But as an employee of a Church, how easy it is for life to become surrounded by Christian activities and for mission to be something I talk about but never do.
Maybe the fact NZ is going to be called a "secular country" is actually good to the degree that it shows us the mission needed here on our own shores?
Maybe - or in fact I know - I need to work a third place into my life away from the Church?
Maybe we do need to learn from Cross-Cultural Missionaries their focus and determination to reach people is needed right here?
Maybe as Frost said at a recent conference - the reason we struggle with worship and community is because these things flow from mission and being on the edge and as a Church in New Zealand we haven't been the edge for a long time?
Til next time
D
Thursday, May 10, 2007
GOD
I became a Christian when I was pretty young, so for me God is a reality. I can't imagine not believing in God. I don't know if that is a bad thing. I suspect it's not. I mean for me my whole way of viewing the world, life, faith involves God. I can't talk about anything much without the effect of God showing through. This may be invisible to many people cos it doesn't mean I go around preaching all the time. What it means is behind my view on just about everything is God, and that's just me - weak, feeble minided little Christian fella that I am. If someone was to ask me to come and speak or do something but leave God out of it - I don't know if I could. I mean, I could be careful not to mention God and that sort of thing, but God would still be there, behind the thoughts, expressions, and views. Me, God and the book all kind of go together now - I can't imagine life without them.
Anyway what got me thinking about this is I pushed the wrong link on an email today and ended up at teh Christianitytoday site. So looked over the site and found this debate happening between an atheist and Christian. You can read their posts here
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Camp Time....catch up
Easter Camp - I'm pretty sure no one from the Easter Camp team reads this blog - but if they do they should be real happy with a great camp. About 30 youth from Taupo made the trip and all enjoyed it. Many were really challenged by Mic Duncan and the way he preached in such a manner as to call the youth to a Christian life lived - not simply one decision made. Was good stuff. So thanks Easter Camp team for a job well done - your camp really blessed our youth.
After that it was up to Auckland for my wife and I, caught up with family and an Aussie friend that we met in East Timor of all places. She was on her way to do a course in Brazil and dropped in to New Zealand to catch up. Our jokes to her about being a professional YWAMer were really just bad attempts to veil our jealousy at the fact she is always travelling around the world.
Then back to Taupo for another camp down at Lake Taupo Christian Camp. Was a another good time the highlight being a Cowboys and Indians Spaghetti battle. All the campers were the Indians and the cowboys were a group of older camp staff and people like me. Then it was straight war. Cans and cans of spaghetti - with spaghetti (not the cans) hurling through the air everywhere. The only problem was it was spaghetti and sausages - those sausages hurt. But yea another great camp.
Here at Branded my student leaders decided that the youth needed the "Sex" talk, and the slippery slope of doom (which an illustration I use about taking it slow physically so you don;t get into trouble later - the youth named it not me). We did it last night it was fun. We had 13 year girls turning up early really excited about the topic. But again it really struck me talking with my shelter group afterwards and they were saying how all they get school is "use protection" the thought of saying no or waiting according to them is not even mentioned. Now I'm way beyond expecting Biblical principles to be taught in secular New Zealand, but considering Taupo has one of the highest teen pregnancy rates in NZ it seems odd that people can't see the connection.
Anyway on a personal note - went to the doctors the other day. All my glands have swelled up. Doctor was funny as he didn't seem to care about my swollen glands but was determined to find out what was wrong with my skin (I have dry and itchy skin - that drives me insane each night, and leaves sores up my arms). So after a blood test (as the doctor did in the end look at the glands), I'm back for a proper biopsy tomorrow and they might finally find out what's wrong with my crazy skin which would be awesome. Thanks God.
Anyway that's me nothing to deep this time around just a catch up.
Til next time
D
Monday, March 19, 2007
The Word "Church"
Maybe, we need to stop calling the gathering, service whatever word we use on Sunday morning "Church"? It is far to limiting and enforces the false and damaging notion that all things that are really Church happen on Sunday.
Maybe, we need to be far more careful how we talk about Church? The other day I was reading and someone was writing about his dream for Church this year - everything was related to Sunday services - everything. The danger in this is that because his view of Church was to small so was his dream.
Maybe we need to go back to the kingdom - after all it is the kingdom that Jesus preached not the Church?
Maybe if our vision of Church gets bigger the people doing real vital work for the kingdom midweek in their work places, cafes and homes will see that this is kingdom work and the Church in action, Christ's body in motion, even is it a Thursday not a Sunday?
Maybe there all just words and really it all doesn't matter?
Who knows?
Til next time
D
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
The Mission
Monday, February 05, 2007
Poverty And This Generation
But on the music note before I say what really hit me at Parachute - I have a few more words to do with music. They are Skillet - Comabose. Best CD I have heard in ages - great variety and songs. Check out the web page here....
Thursday, January 18, 2007
Living what you preach
The other great challenge with preaching is 'am I living what I am calling others to'. My last message was on having a big view of Jesus - I had three main points :- Jesus is in everything and is everywhere , we called to kingdom growth now, we have apart to play in God's plan. Bascially, I talked against having simply a personal relationship with Jesus and tried to turn people to something bigger where Jesus is involved in all aspects of life. To live that is challenging it is so easy to slip into Jesus place in my life is work (cos i work in the Church) or on Sunday mornings. Generally, I'm pretty sure I'm way more challenged by any messages I give than anyone else is.
I say this because I'm again in the middle of preparing a message. This time it is on transfiguration, and my point is that Jesus shows himself to the disciples here and is confirmed by the Father as the Son of God. And if we believe that then it should impact and effect every area of our lives. Which means when in the verse God tells tha disciples "listen to him" - so in every areas of lives we should "listen to him". And again I'm being challenged - again I face the fact that it's a lot easier to sing of Christ's Lordship than it to submitt "every" area of my life to it. I mean how good am I at listening to him when it comes to finances, and other simple life choices.
For me anyhow the greatest challenge to preaching is how often I need to pause and take heed of the very teaching that I am meant to be giving. But I better get back to it now.
Til next time
D